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ununoriginalwork definitely din't get better, as a fair no of ppl may noe. in fact, it jus got much worse recently, and everyone around me was in a fair bit of shock over the fallout yesterday. but thankfully we've rallied and tho things will be tough for a while, hopefully in the long run, it will settle.
i reckon i've snapped out of my malaise. of course, i haven't lost sight of my ultimate goal, but at least, for this next year or so, i feel i've regained a sense of purpose. some other doors are slamming shut around me, but this is the one i've chosen to stay open.
为无为，事无事，味无味。大小，多少，抱怨以德。图难乎其易也，为大乎其细也。天下之难作于易，天下之大作于细。是以圣人终不为大，故能成其大。夫轻诺必寡信，多易必多难。是以圣人猷难之，故终于无难。
----道德经 63
i spoke to quite a number of ppl over the weekend over my DILEMMA, and it quite depressed me for a while, but everyone's opinion and bouncing back of pov's did help me view my situation more clearly, and tat was really helpful. thanks, u noe who u r :)
so my final decision is this, i'm staying put cuz currently i can contribute a lot more where i am rite now - it is definitely challenging, but i will be growing and developing in a different sense, which hopefully will stand me in good stead in the future. one of my frens, who was also my colleague, tole me when she realised my decision tat she decided she would remain as well, so we could 并肩作战. lolz, she may regret it in a few months, or it may have been said in passing, but regardless, i was very very touched. she is a very good friend.
so my final decision is this, i'm staying put cuz currently i can contribute a lot more where i am rite now - it is definitely challenging, but i will be growing and developing in a different sense, which hopefully will stand me in good stead in the future. one of my frens, who was also my colleague, tole me when she realised my decision tat she decided she would remain as well, so we could 并肩作战. lolz, she may regret it in a few months, or it may have been said in passing, but regardless, i was very very touched. she is a very good friend.
i reckon i've snapped out of my malaise. of course, i haven't lost sight of my ultimate goal, but at least, for this next year or so, i feel i've regained a sense of purpose. some other doors are slamming shut around me, but this is the one i've chosen to stay open.
为无为，事无事，味无味。大小，多少，抱怨以德。图难乎其易也，为大乎其细也。天下之难作于易，天下之大作于细。是以圣人终不为大，故能成其大。夫轻诺必寡信，多易必多难。是以圣人猷难之，故终于无难。
----道德经 63
