マジで ばいばい

the recent weather has been a reflection of my past 2 days.  yesterdae was a comedy of errors while i tried to juggle getting to my IELTS speaking test, getting a cashier's order from the bank for my us visa application, and actually making it in time for said visa application appointment.  in the space of 2 hours, i trudged up and down the tanglin stretch three times.  ironically, the smoothest part of the process was the actual application once i got inside the fortress of a us embassy.  still, unless a miracle happens, this will prob be my 1st and last trip to america.  the process of trying to go there is beyond hassle.  i have ZERO inclination to go there, and even less than zero desire to stay or explore there further.  and if i actually do set foot on american soil a second time this lifetime, it will be, as i said, some kind of miracle.  for my fren(s) who have migrated there, well, u can always come back and visit :p

( rains. pours. )

my mom tells me to be optimistic.  i prefer to think the worst, so tat if it turns out slightly better, at least i'll be pleasantly surprised.