stuck in a moment...
Feb. 8th, 2004 02:28 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ununoriginalthat i'm not very sure i wanna get out of. i always get like this after a long break, esp when i noe when i get back there's gonna be a shitload of work and other extra duties to do. i get the 'ostrich syndrome'.
not that i dislike my work, i do like the satisfaction - the GREAT satisfaction - from helping ppl, but it's draining, i guess, having to reach out to strangers day in day out. u can't be sincere unless u show part of urself. that's wat i think aniwae, i can't do it any other way.
everything seems kinda distant. ever get that feeling where it seems like u can do a million and one things but jus dunno where to begin, how to decide? i'm stuck there at the moment, with a ton of sand pressing down on my head.
tomorrow better come fast to kick-start everything. i hate it when things come to a slow-dying, lingering end.
not that i dislike my work, i do like the satisfaction - the GREAT satisfaction - from helping ppl, but it's draining, i guess, having to reach out to strangers day in day out. u can't be sincere unless u show part of urself. that's wat i think aniwae, i can't do it any other way.
everything seems kinda distant. ever get that feeling where it seems like u can do a million and one things but jus dunno where to begin, how to decide? i'm stuck there at the moment, with a ton of sand pressing down on my head.
tomorrow better come fast to kick-start everything. i hate it when things come to a slow-dying, lingering end.
